my heart gonna b okay soon soon later...

juz nw think dou many things wana write..bt nw write em chutt jor...my feelings....hou nan sau...cant describe out...hope i can 4get everything after i start my study..in kl..nt in ipoh..tooo much too much 4 me d..i realy chang em ju d...hou sen fu...i ask myself how much does i care??bt thrs no answer 4 me..coz me myself oso duno wat r she 4 me..juz noe im so disapointed of her..alreadi half a year ..i care 4 sumone!long time i din have take out my heart!bt then when i take out..it breaks again..5 years..my heart tat hide 5 years..nw......i duno wat can i do nw..realy feel so so so helpless...i noe you all r worrying me..bt i realy em xiong let u all c dao gam sad geh me..i cant!me alreadi gv everyone an image tat im always happy!owiz smile!owiz laugh!bt nt cry!

I AM SO TIRED.....

24june2009

always always in my heart...mui..thx..

25th june 2009..touching day in my life..

i get sumthing from my beloved mui..b4 tat i alreadi guess dao she will do out sumthing tat make me gam dong de..n i will guess dao she will do tat 4 me..tat day when she gv me tat n tel me dun open in skul,me tat time gei xiong fai fai balik rumah ar..hou xiong fai dit c dao all the things she gv me..when i reach hum,wat oso haven do ju take out everything n c..my tears start cuming down when i open the envelope..when i start reading the letter she gv me,my tears macam on jor taip gam,bilibala flows out..she write out all memorable days n things v over together..say the true..me n tis girl tat call nicole chong noe each other dou nt enuf half year..bt v alreadi face many many things..happy,sad,nagry,mou liu n bla bla bla..evrytimes i sad,she is the 1st tat can understand wat i said..n try to make me happy back..she done alotz 4 me..me oso duno how to thx her..i gonna always remember in my heart!i have gam hou geh fren!best fren!best mui!best 'gf'!love you!i will try to find times cum back c u!wait me wor..haha..9sum ling xiong tong with me geh u nw mesti gam sau douim telling u hor=p)

disapointed..sad..hate..watever watever watever...

long time i din update my blog d..juz feel so lasy to on9..

alreadi over jor two days..my mood still cant calm down..they all tot im okay..bt im not..aldou i can plan til so keji or wat..bt then me realy hou satt mong..b4 tat i had have promise myself NOBODY can ever hurt me again!bt nw!shit!i cant forgive u! wan u kena muc mucH!!i love u but nw i hate u more than i love u! me let many ppl worry bout me coz of u!from now onwards,tats wont happen again..i wana let u noe v r not stupid!
i wana thx my mui,my dear n my darlz..if din have u all,i think i cant stand up so fast..

EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE SOON..

my darlz..u have to b tabah oso..v sama sama ga yao!v can do it!muaxx~

----happy always----

no tears!no sadness!