my hello kitty perfume..love

awWW~~ she is so cute!! ><

=) great day!

today is a great great day! i get my dressing procedure sign in logbook n ECG in my tripple5! xDD thank You Lord!Thank You that You heard my prayers!i need to put more effort to do beter!to glorify Your name!!=)
today my dear talk bout travel together to some place..he wants to go singapore,i nak go brunei..v plan to save money together=) everything have to plan baik baik..in one year time search information,save money,get permissions and PRAY! =)




looking forward to it! =)

dissapointed=(

hmm..today i jumpa ms.liew talk bout my procedure thingy..have to put more effort in that..by this week i have to get all those signs!!
after that get my results..i did so badly in my community nursing II..=( i have to resit the paper..suddenly i felt no strenght..think back y i come in nursing..how suffer all the days i hv been pass through..face how many problems..all things is motivated by my grandma..bt...now she already back to heaven..my dear told me he wil replace her..is sweet..bt..='(
my procedures,my logbpook,my resit,my pre-test,class-T,sports day,finiancial,reflextive journal,......arrrgHH!!alot alot..sial~y m i stil on9ing n blaming all the things here!!TAN SIEW MUN,u have to stand strong to pass through all this!this is the road that u have choose!!!

我是幸福的♥

有个懂你的人
是最大的幸福

这个人
不一定十全十美
但他能读懂你
能走进你的心灵深处
能看懂你心里的一切

最懂你的人
总是会一直的在你身边
默默守护你
不让你受一点点的委屈

真正爱你的人不会说许多爱你的话
却会做许多爱你的事


我有了那么的一个他 ♥ 我是幸福的 ♥

脚步

‘你配合我，我牵就你’

awww~the sweetest love letter i get

我穿红你会穿青，还知道我会穿蓝色的Jeans。我哼歌，你会配合，还可以唱二重唱。我知道在那一堆雕饰里你会最喜欢哪一个，一起看中同一双鞋子，一起不需说好就能同时看上同样的东西。我们有同样的口味，只是我不喜欢吃辣，你会担心几秒再点，我会配合你吃得一头大汗。你总是爱咬我，然后摆上很３８的姿态对我笑，有一点点担心我痛了却还是狠狠一口在我的手臂上。我喜欢搂着你，也喜欢你抱着我，依偎在我的怀里，像是能够给你呵护给你安全感。谢谢有你和我一起喝一杯烤奶茶走走一个小时多的Midvalley，陪我看我期待已久的Green Lantern，陪我不回家，对我啰嗦，为我挨饿还陪我跑来跑去，隔一天上早班还陪我在酒店过。谢谢有你在我身边，还有找情歌对我表白...让我成为你的第一位，唯一的一位，同时也是最后一位的男人。爱你！

P/s: so unusual to type this, but this is all wht happening inside my heart... love you my dear!

love this song so much=)

郁可唯-暖心


靠近你就覺得安心
因為你那雙愛笑眼睛
你笑我 貓一樣好奇
聰明又偏透著傻氣

Daring 我想告訴你
其實我比你愛我更愛你
善解人意 浪漫話語
彷彿一切命中注定

你的體貼 溫暖了我的心
就像夏天的風吹過那麼涼爽安靜
我輕輕依偎在你的懷裡
天空掛滿祝福的星星
你的體貼 溫暖了我的心
就像傾盆大雨 捨不得淋濕愛你的心
我要唱給你聽 陶醉在你給的甜蜜

Daring 我想告訴你
其實我比你愛我更愛你
善解人意 浪漫話語
彷彿一切命中注定

你的體貼 溫暖了我的心
就像夏天的風吹過那麼涼爽安靜
我輕輕依偎在你的懷裡
天空掛滿祝福的星星
你的體貼 溫暖了我的心
就像傾盆大雨 捨不得淋濕愛你的心
我要唱給你聽 陶醉在你給的甜蜜
你的體貼 溫暖了我的心
就像夏天的風吹過那麼涼爽安靜
我輕輕依偎在你的懷裡
天空掛滿祝福的星星
你的體貼 溫暖了我的心
就像傾盆大雨 捨不得淋濕愛你的心
我要唱給你聽 陶醉在你給的甜蜜
陶醉在你給的甜蜜

my beloved god sista..miss her alotz..!

that is Nicole,tweety bird>< i miss her alots..just read her blog..know that she grew alot..bcome more mature in thinking bcome more cheerful become more positife-thinker..?lol..is good to c such changes..stil remember last time before i leave her and come kl study..she complains,she throw things,she begang always,hot tempered,emo n bla bla bla all those negative side things are all with her>< when the day i come kl to study,she make me worried her alot..worry she wil cry every night,nobody talk with her,argue with her parents,have no close friends to share secrets with..hm..
but seems..everything change now!! =)) look at all the photos she took all the frens she had made..aww~i miss her! >< happy n proud of u!! =) love God love people,everything i have seen in u..keep it up k..i know i have no time to talk with u nowadays..cant meet up u oso..bt will stil update myself bout u=) all the best!God loves u,n me,ur kei JIe,love u too!!xDD God bless=)

just feel like blogging non stop =(

站在十字路边 有很多人在你身边擦肩而过
他们都在你身边留下了讯息
留下他们的足迹
所以 你知道他们 甚至比他们自己还更了解他们

有些人有着过分高的自信 觉得自己事事都能掌握
但到最后 事情没做好
还在你身边留下了无数的垃圾 要你慢慢的分类捡起来
也有些人 口头上说这其实自己是可以的 只不过什么什么的
给了你一堆的借口 你无法是从
你只能默默地 不说一句 在心里对自己说
就随他吧
总有一天 他会了解自己 他会明白 他会觉悟
自信固然是好的 过高的自信 只会毁了自己

有些人就是完美主义者
事事要求完美 当别人无法达到他们的要求
他们在心里留下了一个记号
我永远也不会要求你帮我任何事
久而久之 身边人人都变成仇人
他不喜欢别人 别人也不喜欢他
那这时站在马路中央的你
无法做任何事 只能默默地听着双方在批评着对方
随他吧 总有一天他们都会明白
其实别人要的是一个人的扶持 其实完美也并不是不好

有些人 常常怪别人这个那个
一点小事在那唠叨着
身边的人总觉得很厌烦
此刻的中间人 在解释着
希望他们不会变成讨厌的人
也就这样随他吧 总有一天他们会厌倦这样的唠叨
因为唠叨也就无济于事

其实没人能十全十美
不要放大别人的缺点
看看别人另一面的可爱 另一面的优点
也许你会讨厌少点
这是我常常叮咛自己的话

我不会生气 其实我没什么脾气
别考验我的耐性 当你挑拨着的时候 在我心里也画上记号
我也在提醒自己
随他吧~总有一天他会发觉到 身边的人少了 关心少了
随他吧 总有一天大家会觉悟
只不过 在别人觉悟之前 忍耐吧


其实生活很简单
就随他人爱做什么就做什么
爱怎样就怎样

For today.......

Outside my window.... dark sky...coz is night time now><

I am thinking....how good if i got holiday tommorrow..then i can straightly run to my dear..i miss him..

I am hearing....fuuuuuu~the fan wind sound @@@~

I am thankful....that I have a great boyfriend! xD

I am remembering...the time when i first join cell group..knowing each n everyone of the..Joy,Ethan,Andrew,Andy,Jonathan,Julien,Jasrynn,Jess,Wern Sern n ofcoz our Big Brother NORMAN!!>< miss him..

I am wearing...2004 international run baju n short pants??lol

I am going....to SLEEP!! xDD

I am hoping....that Malaysia can snow!is super hot here! x-X

One of my favorite things....out for a movie,have meal and walk without any plans..RANDOM force with my dearest and besties *^^

Around the house...errr...should be around my hostel..>< bushes,trees,cars,roads...bla bla bla..city life==

I am praying...that Andrew n George have a safe journey back to SG..For my relationship,grow stronger!be more patience!Loves,Peace,Joy =)

LOVEssss

I love my dear. Although things are never perfect, I wouldn't want to go on this life journey without him. He drives me nuts, but at the same time he fills my love tank ;)

phone!!!!

arrrrgh!!my phones ada problem lagi== i think i should buy one d>

TIRED @.@

emm..tis morning went to church attend svc again..last night stay over at desmond's place..thx ya bro..luckily,if not three of us must b hanging at the roadside middle of the night..><

morning morning have to wake early coz dah ajak leaders

go 4 breakfast..bt in the end everyone is late..=SS

hmm..nt in a good condition with my dear harry wong the whole day..in

cluding during outing at KLCC..o ya..8 of us..me,lin,joy,torng eei,drew,george and chin soon went to KLCC randomly..all of us r tired but yet stil want to spend time together..

back to me n harry..v argue again..coz i still contacting with other guys,n he is still angry of that..hm..so sorry i cant b a good gf like how all ur previous gf act lk..bt i will try..i try hard..just b with me..i promise will change..dont force me too hard..im tired..

i love u..but im not like u..my love all in heart..hard to show it out..but I LOVE U!!

now looking at all the photos v took today..gosh..v all look so tired =(( n my eyes bag r so terrible=(

me n my dear =)siang lin n me

not a big duel

lol!!cant believe myself can do it..!haha..i think i have let go half of it or maybe 80% of it..i just went to BS n CG today..combine cg..alot of new faces n also old faces..W28 members are all thr..wohoo..!n the point is ANDREW TENG is back!holy shite!the dream..lol..haha..anyway..stil can face he lk normal..maybe em...time prove everything..=) is great to c him again=) haha..

after cg,v have our fellowship..makan pizza=)

w16 n wern sern=)

W16!!!!! xDD

den v have farewell for Sean..as he is going to leave malaysia to go for his futher studies at Australia..aww~siow chin must b sad..ehmm..lk how andrew teng n me last time..bla..is already the pass..haha..hmm..thinking next time my dear harry n i..hmm....what will happen>< who knows..God knows n i believe He will protect us,protect our relationship=) have Faith!

Sean n Siow Chin =)

lastly...present time!! xDD hehe..i know is quite a long period i have pass my birthday,siang lin have passed hers too..bt..v get our present today!!! xDD ni get HELLO KITTY perfumes!

me n the perfume=)is HELLO KITTY! <3

ooOps...whose idea was that...perfumes??for TAN SIEW MUN??? lol..anyway..thx girls..is cute! =) Hearts u all alotZ! muaxx!

a dream

i dreamt him..the one who let me cries alot..!mr.A!ish!what a stupid dream..i miss him??i still loves him??oh gosh oh gosh== no way!cant be!i already have a good bf,mr.H,how come i still.......=SS n i have a feeling that will comes to real life.......how will i face it...?ist a test from God...hmm..i think so..

i love my dear

tis is harry wong her chuan..my beloved=) he is cute..he loves me so much..he cares me so much..i loves him too!

here i come again..continue what to be continue

ya...my grandma..my beloved grandma..she have passed away..now i back hometown..have no one to look for..no one can let me 'buli'..no one can listen to my jokes(although is lame,bt she enjoying listen to me><) hmm..is good actuali to let her go..let her not to be suffer again coz of the sickness..but...v all love her so much!v miss her so much!

that day..that day..all of us cried super alot..until sky pun raining..hm..luckily harry is with me that time..thanx him going back ipoh with me..be with me all the time..wipe away my tears..hug me when i cant stand..he realy can b a good bf..n a good husband though..i love him!

bad feeling

been so long i didnt write blog..em..y?lol..coz i have ppl to talk to..i gt ppl to release my stress to or wat..myself oso duno..

hmm..grandma pass away,get my new boyfriend,working in a stressful place..many many things..whr should i start frm..=SS

my dear Harry..em..i noe him last year..at 1st v r just friends..since 2011 february..everything change..on the day andrew teng come back frm singapore,w28 n w16 went sunway pyramid to meet him..that day,i plan to go out with harry..anyway..lastly..'ex' bf 1st..lol..hm..bt then harry oso gt join us..in the end,me,him n siang lin stay overnight at her grandma house..start frm that day..everything mess up!== v did something that friend should not b doing..cross over the line the boundaries! bt..v stil pass our days like biasa..bt start to text each other more often until the day..the day duno when..he have his exam,i have my stress..v stop finding each other..

29th..my birthday..after being 'quiet' for so long..me n him meet up again..tis time..our relation status change..he become my bf=)

10th april..my grandma pass away.................

to b continue..cant control my emotion...