big sister's birthday =)

went 1 utama to celebrate Torng eei's birthday one more time..=) me,siang

lin n she thinking want to go for the steamboat thingy at Seoul garden but....duu~ in the end v change place to dontaku japanese restaurant makan..ermmm...food quite okay..waitress qiute..okay pun..but the potion of te food x cukup kita rang makan >< v went for seond round at my Ex favourite food..AUNTIE ANNE's! xDD aww~find back the feeling..lolll...

then i went to get something special for my dear..=) as our 1yr anniversary is coming soon..soon..two days later <3

and....i found..teerreennggg~~hee~ special chocolate =D

can tell al the words that i wanted to tell him soooo much...=)

after gao dim everything at one U,v take bus balik...siall~ itu bus driver confuse us wei...make us masuk the wrong bus..luckily the bus gt stop at Lrt station>< dooooo~ reach hostel at around 11:15pm..for sure gonna write the book and tell the guard y v coming back late..haha..v record thr "T

orng Eei;s Birthday" hahaha..birthday dai sai de larrr~~...hahaha..

thought everything dah end..after bath comfortably want to ly on my bed..they pulak say nak gv Torng eei last round surprise>< here goes lar......hahaha..v off all the light at our level,light up the candles and call her out from her room..SurpRise!! xDD

after this...fuuuu~end of my day on the phone with my dear =) muaxx~

给..我的他..

如果有一天，我们不在任性的不理会一切！如果有一天，我们不在要求时时都粘在一起！ 如果有一天，我们不在傻傻的看着对方微笑！ 如果有一天，我们不在不理会柴米油盐！ 如果有一天，我们不在是任性的两个小孩！如果有一天，我们习惯了彼此埋怨...如果真的有这么一天，那我们就.....结婚吧!

心情糟透了..

terrible terrible terrible..how i wish u are here..i didn ask much..i juz need a shoulder..

inside crying..outside smiling..

not that easy

Love recognizes no barriers.. It jumps hurdles, leaps fences, penetrates walls to arrive at it destination full of hope.. Ya..love always not that easy.. Although it have no barriers , but have to pass through all the hurdles,fences,walls we need to have faith and have no fear.. Me and him is passing all these right now..Have no fear! Matthew 17:20 nothing shall be imposible unto you.

act who i am not what i feel

Suddenly want to jot this down here..hm..this is so call FEELING..yea..the feeling that we always have and expect others know about the feeling that u are having..duuuu~long sentence..why i have this thought sddenly leh..good question..i dont know ><


Feeling ..everyone have feeling..especially girls!!
Girls are sensitive!They r the most sensitive human being in this earth..a small thing can make a girl tears for few hours or a small touching stuff you do wil make her smile alone aside like a psycho..thats why i say GIRLS R SENSITIVE in feeling..ooops~forget i am also a girl..duuu..hey


Boys..dont b happy..You! yea YOU YOU YOU YOU and YOU!!the one that have adam apple on ur throat! girls r sensitive but guys do to..most of the guys out thr r sensitive too ut they didnt show it out coz of their ego!guys..ADMIT!! Guy sometimes didnt realise they already show out their sensitiveness through how they act..they can simply jst show face or bang something hard or talk louder than he previous tone..yea..all this is feeling..


And what i want to say is Action out from feeling is nothing,useless!how u act when u r emotional just will make things worst and bring you to all the negative thoughts!

Friends..here are some ideas to share with u all how to prevent all this happen.

1. learn how to justify feeling
yes!ask yourself!Justify the feeling!ask why..we have to understand our feeling..keep on asking why urself have that feeling..when you know the reason,control it!DONT let feeling rules over u!

2. DECIPLINE your mind!
when u have the bad feeling,think why again!Dont let ur mind leads u to the negative ways!YOU should b the one who LEAD ur mind!YOU are the master!For example,when u feel so uncomfortable with the way someone act,please dont just burst into anger..the more angry u r,the less wise neuron functions in ur brain..
someone say..so,how leh??bt i very bek cik leh!
what i have said previos point..CALM and THINK WHY..what r u uncomfortable with?what u bek cik of? dont just think why..u also have to solve it..!dont just show out the temper or keep those feeling without showing it..someday sometime some moment some second you will going to BO if u do so.. BO=burn out

3.for christians..Seek God..Ask HIm.. feeling actuali is part of sinning..
hm..why i say so..coz feeling always ends u sinning..feeling always make us doing something that have no wise thinking before doing it..
Ezekiel 36 :25-27
for sure sinner have to repent if u r truly love Him.True repentant is inward change resulting outward expressions.You will have a new heart and new spirit.So,people!dont return to your old ways after repent! and dont harden your heart!Moist it with Holy spirit!Walk with God's statutes!Let Holy spirit have peace inside you..Peace of God is important..Relay on Holy Spirit..Stop and pray..


DECIPLINE YOUR MIND , CONTROL YOUR FEELING , DONT LET FEELINGss RULES YOU!!!