16-09-2011 =( =S =/ =)

today after end posting i thought want to wash my baju n get enough of rest..as im fevering..>< but too miss him..he tell me he having his cousin sis celebration at sunway..ask me to join him after my work..he ask to watch movie with him n his sis..i tot it will b great as is the 1st time hanging out with his sis( x count the dinner time la==) but the time i went to sunway..queing up to buy tickets,his sis suddenly kata nak shopping..not that i dont want to shop with his sis..is im realy feel sick n tired..=( i rejected..n bla bla bla drama is out...i leave him n his sis,went to walk around,hide in toilet(vomited),gastricing,dizziness..feel so scare that momment..bt i cant walk back to him with that condition..will make him worry..so i jz find one corner in popular n rest..after for almost two hours v baru meet up back..that time his daddy n sister say leave us alone,they go somewhrelse...so.........left both of us..both moody..anger still there..dissapoinment still thr..sad..my tears almost nak drop out..bt i tahan..

he bought this for me..i think he is trying to make me happy..make my appetite balik..bt failed..hm...anyway..thanks dear... he bring me to kenny rogers roaster to have our dinner...muaxx...my mood that time getting better..bt still not well =S
coming back coming back.....he loves to hug me that way when going up/down the escalators...i love that too...<3

he keep bising bising nak makan bing tong wu lou..bt he takut i don like to eat,keep asking me should he buy..siao..dear ar,if suka den buy la..x-X i wont angry wert...><

end of the day,he sent me back to hostel..with duno what feeling..so mix..=S i text his sister to appologise..she is okay..but my dear...=( will b a long night for him again..sorry...i love u..